This year’s Diwali was different and unlike others. It was more to do with the light that glows within her that has brightened up all our lives. It was a great feeling indeed. This festival is all about victory of good over evil. In our case, it was realization of a dream, wish, hope to start our own family. There is an immense difference when you share your happiness over a phone call versus what you do in person. The emotions that cruise through you and others can be truly seen and not just felt over a voice connection. Especially, in moments such as these….which happens once or twice in a lifetime for most people….it is a moment to cherish and remember for a lifetime. For it’s procreation…..and that is something that is surreal. When something grows within you….this feeling for a woman is truly indescribable and she transforms herself from one into two….she becomes a completely different persona. From that of a caregiver to a life giver. The different dimensions and roles a woman plays in this world is simply unreal.
We, I don’t want to generalize here….let me say…I take her for granted. My wife would certainly echo with my statement here. No matter what I say, when I am angry, depressed and frustrated, I know in the depths of my heart she would never ever leave me. That is what bothers her all the time…you simply take me for granted…because I love you so much….much more than myself or anyone else in this world. How can I really do this to her…I know it is wrong and yet I continue to do this to her, from time to time and not always. When she has given me so much….what I do is unfair…I realize this and feel sorry about it all the time…yet…I am not able to control my anger at times…and who else can I turn into but her. For she is the epitome of love, care and peace in whom I can take an eternal repose. I truly dedicate this to all the lovely, beautiful and wonderful women who take care of us, shape us and lead us a balanced life….for they are the true lights who dispel darkness out of our lives.
We really need to make an effort to get that smile in their faces, more often….
Beautiful Life 