She was heartbroken by the passing away of my mother in Sep and certain unfortunate events that happened as a consequence. But she took it all in her stride, chewing away all the angst within herself and endured the pain as much as she could. I guess that is the reason why I tried to cool and balm all the melancholy and despondency she was going through at that time through these lovely birthday cards with a personal touch. After all, this was the least I could do after putting her through distressing times through my own actions and inactions to lift her gloomy spirits. I did not want her feeling forlorn and lost when I was there beside her….though she felt I did not support her when it was needed felt alone…she keeps telling me time and again, you don’t realize what you speak when you are angry. You will say sorry later on, but it does not wash away what’s said already. It remains registered and it causes endless misery…especially when it is told by someone whom you love more than yourself. When will I learn…I love her so deeply and passionately that I just cannot live without her…yet time and again I do what I do and cause her so much anguish. The romantic person in me comes to the fore to apologize and say……how much I love her….here you go….
Beautiful Life 