sunny thoughts and emotional raindrops

He just completed 3 months and I was always scared to hold babies in my hands. They are so tender and I used to feel that they are jumpy or can slip away out of your hands being so small or tiny, however, you would like to call them. You can see from the way I have encircled around my arms and gripped him with my hands, it’s like I am having a fight with a wrestler and I need to make sure that he does not slip away from me….truly hilarious….well, some are born fathers who know how to handle kids from day one and some…..like me….never know how to express my emotion in real life….but save it for my writing…..is it of any use memorializing how much I love or care about….when I cannot express it in real-time….I guess not….but that does not diminish how much I love him though….and he unlike me, professes his love every now and then like his Mom and yearns to find out how much I love him or who do I love the most….of course, baba, baby, butter….it’s you….that I love the most…don’t tell mommy dearest….it’s a secret between you and me….else she will eat me in one gulp….love you my child….

Okay, that’s an improvement and that’s much better….Dada…I feel real comfy in your arms…you are so soft and tender….unlike Mom….Yeah…baby….I am Baby’s (My Mom was called Baby) Baby and I have ben fed constantly since childhood to look and feel like Amul Baby….